August 24, 2005
About Freakin' Time
I have been very remiss in posting anything on this blog. Gonna make an attempt to make this thing more of a priority.
There really isn't an excuse for not blogging, just hasn't seemed like a top priority option. I'd like to say that it's because I was so incredibly busy this summer, doing fun and educational activities with my children, but that would just be a lie.
After filling out the 24 month-2 year dr's survey for Calvin, I feel like a failure as a mother. The kid should have better communication/social-personal skills. Should I have worked more with him, more structure in our day.
I'm frustrated with Becca beyond all belief. The child is incredibly smart, but so strong willed and defiant that I find myself losing my temper with her on a regular basis. I want complete obedience, especially out in public and am lucky to keep her from running in front of cars.
I feel like I have no right to whine and complain, I have a nice house, I stay at home with my beautiful children, my husband loves me. Yet, I seem tired, overwhelmed and completely unmotivated to do more than the basics in regards to yard and house work.
I'm hoping that our upcoming family beach trip will put the zing back in my step and get me ready for all the upcoming fall activities and obligations.
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